It should have been pilot induced oscillation. I had the roll stick with zero exponent but pitch stick with very large 75% exponent.
I was not aware of the situation until just now. No wonder it behaves so out of wack. When I try to correct roll, it is very sensitive, so when I try to correct the pitch it is unresponsive, so I force it hard, but then when I try to correct roll , I over correct it. Then I soften my finger, and the pitch becomes unresponsive, and go back to over correct roll, and then it just spirals. Roll is over corrected and pitch is under corrected. I have been flying like drunk for 2 weeks.